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Sometimes we feel frustrated , sometimes we feel crushed inside , sometimes we feel even like we are doing the wrong thing but you cannot change it , you are kind of obliged to act that way and to do that thing . I don't know how to explain it but I really think that my life is all but a mess right now , every thing seems literally just messed up . I am not even sure about my feelings , don't even know why I am feeling this way . Is it possible to think sometimes that no matter what , no matter what it takes you should always be true about yourself , you should differentiate the right from the wrong , you should think twice before making a decision that may effect your whole life . Don't judge others by the  first impression that you make on them . That first impression may really do the magic sometimes but no you should know that person more , and see whether or not you may be able to share secrets with him or her . You always have to be prepared for the worst . people may...

Nowadays a person is popular by the number of his or her followers ; nowadays people are racing over subscribers , over likes ... In a lot of cases ( and I assure you that I went through this too ) a person may feel depressed just because s/he does not have subscribers as much as he wants to, s/he would say why people are not interested in my posts ; Am I that bad looking person or have I said something wrong !... Now people share the mentality of the majority , that is to say they follow the trend ( in some cases some of them transform themselves into other persons ; mentally they are not  expressing themselves ; they are not asking "what do I love ; how do I want to look ; what kind of passion do I have ; what do I want to be one day ?" On the contrary they look for someone who is popular , who the majority of the peolple around the world likes him ; and they try to immitate his or her thoughts , his or her appearance (style of their clothes , their hair , the food they e...

So I was just as always serving the net and than I said why not starting to blog and just say and express my thoughts with others . I am a normal girl in the sense that being special is not something that I could be unfortunately . So I sought refuge in this blog as a way to figure out if I could be special or not . I love spending most of the time alone . Reading;Drawing;Singing and Writing: that is what I do the most . I am a Muslim Tunisian girl . I hate prejudices . I hate it when I find people talking about others in their backs , in a very bad way .   I find it hard to trust people mostly all the time . I would rather stay away from others . I don't love making a lot of friendships because I am always afraid of loosing them ; of not being able to keep them close to me  .  You may say this girl really looks like she has a really weak personality , well sometimes i say that to myself too  . But accepting your weakness is not something to be ashamed o...