little chit chat to get over my negative thoughts ..



let us talk . Just for a little bit . why am I crying right now , I don't know .
I feel sooo stupid right now . My eyes are burning . It's so dark here . Unexplainable actuallyy . Really sorry too . Confused , very much . 
I am trying my  best to be happy though . But I can't feel it . Happiness . 
It's all my fault . I know it . 
Okay . I can do it . I can be happy . I can face them all . I still believe in myself . It's not that I'm regretting any thing . No . 
Ask yourself what's the best thing that happened in your life so far ! and do you regret any thing !
I am doing that right now but I can't get into an answer .
Regrets definitely are there . And boooy they're so much .
You , Me , All of us . 
stop for a moment , get back in time , in your past ! what do you see !!! ☺☺
Now stop again , and think about what do you want from your future !
they always say that expectations hurt !
They do . They do . They DO !...
But I guess it's better than living with no purpose . At the end of the road you won't regret making them . Even if they ,you know, won't come true . 
         (my expectations)
"Be someone that makes YOU HAPPY"
"Be someone that makes YOU HAPPY"
"Be someone that makes YOU HAPPY"
"Be someone that makes YOU HAPPY"
"Be someone that makes YOU HAPPY"
"Be someone that makes YOU HAPPY"
"Be someone that makes YOU HAPPY"


' Dear self , I love you , But God you have a very loooong road waiting for you to find that person . But I promise as long as I'm still breathing I'll work on building the best version of you '
'PS: I love you and I have faith in you'
☺☺

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